now that shes obtainable im truly in loss
got the number arranged but cant hit call
cant maintain and cope nah its wrong
got the prize but i feel like ive been shit on
and im pissed off what was she doing
when i was waiting she was fucking and screwing
when i was patient she was loving and bruising
other hearts i see the picture that the puzzles producing
and to be honest i cant really handle it
tears flooded the room up to the candle wick
and right before i coulda doused the flames she convinced me to have no doubts she changed
Seemed good and great each piece was put in place
seeds cultivated to culminate
but i shoulda paid more attention took the bait
when i saw the hook for days and i thought i coulda changed
threw it all away now i got a ball n chain
assume its all okay everyday i contemplate
on some solid ground, but aint calmin down
not right now, shes gonna wanna walk away
and im on a path fate says it is for me
by lying is an indicy why cant i live blissfully
i am trippin see when im with you
you're slipping from the grip of me from all my issues
all the misuse of lessons that i been through
from i miss you to stressin if i get you
having you to losing you from battling and using you to wanting you from losing you from having you from stupid moves having you to losing you cause that wasn't truly true
now i have you again, but what a dude to do?
and im a move or to from finally ending this
but then i think of how she helped me strive through the negatives
credits
from A Tribute to Lana Del Rey,
released September 21, 2012
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