I walked outside it was a cold day Felt bitter like I need my soul saved From the home base saying fuck the old ways Got a bold taste from a cup of OJ Its my cocaine, but that's a closed case Man, I just wanna live with no shame We just leave it where it was in the first place Unless it's a beat, I give it girl names I meet Lana, It's kinda coincidence The kind of things I could rhyme on the instruments We walked through the park shared thoughts til the dark Even though every piece of time is a business She asked my name I said Lana please They call me Matt but Revamp on beats Then she was falling like a chain in water Yet I was fallin too but insanely harder Nah nah, you have to wait But be ready with your packing tape You never know when you pass today man Things can change, they have to change Nah nah, you have to wait But be ready with your packing tape You never know when you pass today Things can change, they have to change It was bliss it seemed, literally Pull up a chair, sit and see the imagery Though we know that it all would end bitterly At first we'd disagree only bout the little things Bit of belittlement, limits and ignorance Seems I'm addicted with the fact that I can't quit it since It's ridiculous, but its different She turned miserous from every hint i didn't get And they talk shit, lots of gossip But i thought it would pass like we wanted I am honest, there was progress Dropped the ball and, there I lost it Very Haunting, on my hands and knees Saying Lana please but like an amputee She doesn't feel me, because i used her Now I'm really, a fucking loser Nah nah, you have to wait But be ready with your packing tape You never know when you pass today man Things can change, they have to change Nah nah, you have to wait But be ready with your packing tape You never know when you pass today Things can change, they have to change And just when I thought that we had enough She took the bag was done, and she packed it up In the traffic running, from past becomings Trashed in public, I hacked a lung She was strapped with guns, stressin to kill shit Least that power was her steady fulfillment Ready and willing, to never see me again But still I'd chase her to the deepest of ends And you don't know the rut Revamp is in And you don't know the fuck whats damaging Cancerous, I'm gambling Always at a loss saying Lana, shit And it can't be this So many questions and canvasses Blank, I can't answer them I gotta manage them, I can't manage this You have to wait But be ready with your packing tape You never know when you pass today man Things can change, they have to change Nah nah, you have to wait But be ready with your packing tape You never know when you pass today Things can change, they have to change

Now she was a closed book, with no covers Til you go under, and her soul guts ya Only showin the first page in the first place Then the whole comes in, and it's oh fuck it Walked in every place like she owned it Talked and never stayed for the moment Options entertained all her coastin Soft as wedding cake til you hoped it This just made her more elusive More a beauty and more a nuisance Im sorta loosened so I'm torquin screws when She probably made more than forty boring new friends Dedicated to her medicated on herb Can't Find Nerves or words to turn Away from this like payed for bliss I'm burned cause I work don't earn At first, you wouldnt see the ambition Right when you thought there couldnt be a transition Bad to worse, when good was in the hand clinchin Need communication but cant put a piece in transmission And I can't grip it, another stroll alone With Lana on my head like I'm comatose Not thinking about anything but going home Waiting, and dwelling on her when I show my soul That's how i suppose it goes I feel I cannot change a thing One thing they should grow to know Its realer than endangerment I need her to be sane to live You can call this craziness but I dont really care You dont know the half of it, and I dont feel to share Chasin and all I'd truly like to is, Make it or I'll ruin my life through it All was safe and sound, still Id wait around I always put it on the pedestal to take it down And Im breakin now crack in the vase Its a fact it'll stay til Im Passin away And Im Driven to be livin to cope and every little bit shes givin me hope Sick in the head? man im sick to the bone we work so good but we're differnt it shows but no excuse could ever stop a dream if i quit now time would just be haunting me talk is cheap but the songs are deep while most laugh at me like a comedy Damn, they musta missed the picture they don;t understand why shes in my written in my visions yet im sticking with it while they look for romance in the indecision ...and it aint over if im blessed and it aint over if im dead and it aint over if time ends its strong it lives on ...and it aint over if im blessed and it aint over if im dead and it aint over if time ends its strong it lives on

Seems like she found what she wants kept it locked tight down in the vault had the cake washed down with seasalt i only saw half, proud with resolve she finally saw, what she never saw before bass line like a snake eyed honor roll mixed opinions food of an omnivore all that gotten close fall like dominoes but harder than that, metaphorically she will put your heart in a cast but the heart attack of true sound love gave me a new found trust but only i can read it she decides the eyes its reaching i know its me, i step to stand Revamp and Lana, a second chance She cant see how to approach it past leaves a future focus her brain is pooched and roasted in pain she truly knows it so she walked up feeling imposing like imposters feeling emotion nervous, started small talk even though we all know the targets all lost a hike to the top just to march and fall off but not her she gets what she want she gets full bars your calls drop shes baller your left in the swamp its hard to say when she walked away she went back to a common place left the rest to contemplate with lots of space to get off her case and she found love again and she was the type just to rub it in let all know for the summers end sorry closed turned come instead and whats up with that she said he said coming back is the type of strides a dying coward do sour truth drinking diet mountain dew i said i just wanna die in peace with you beside me please happiness is my belief but i cant breathe and im in need and time'll teach all the different things that i could be but i aint happy finally, you found love but i wish that guy was me

Truthfully, It seems there is no use to me Brutally im just chasing what used to be usefully ive wasted all my energy made more friends than enemies but take it as her recipe but i keep on you could call it faithfully cause ive been robbed, she is far away from me all is well, i act like, call it help cause i guess thats how the cards are delt and i can't change it its a damn shame and i dont understand why Lana's into man breakin its a fair statement, that i cant face it i cant micky mouse around with my fantasia live in damnation, n stop what i start, im sorry if that chops up apart cause i follow my heart, drop it in tunes and accept what you want but im wantin the truth girl. but what does that mean, I'm still in the dark looking for blanks just to fill them with art in the back seat when i should be navigating, bet im took when taps are made with drills to the heart dont need affirmation to attach a meaning this is amalgamations of what Matt is needing third person like he really has to beat it smash to pieces, cadaver steed or crafty demon and im past allegiance, and infatuation way past relief and cant seem to have some patience say that i am cursed with wating for the verdict to surface, dug a moat from sadly pacin now theres alligator blocking out the outside but talking bout the doubts i softly route the outline theres no animation just a little bit of love still from her, so im giving it a shove Yeah Lana I know I thought its obvious im damaged and slow but will you lead til my soul'll bleed and do you feed off my only need sorry i preach but i cant let go its my dance to try cant imply and impose my chance to strive and ill die stand or float im crammin hope, to strive lana dont b lined it felt like shes been lied to fee fied and foes would only see bias the weathers nice but it still feels minus she was already so cold when she realized it so i think that this is how it has to be but even living lavishly without her isnt happily sobbing to the point where making steps haunts me then i got a message, save your breath call me

now that shes obtainable im truly in loss got the number arranged but cant hit call cant maintain and cope nah its wrong got the prize but i feel like ive been shit on and im pissed off what was she doing when i was waiting she was fucking and screwing when i was patient she was loving and bruising other hearts i see the picture that the puzzles producing and to be honest i cant really handle it tears flooded the room up to the candle wick and right before i coulda doused the flames she convinced me to have no doubts she changed Seemed good and great each piece was put in place seeds cultivated to culminate but i shoulda paid more attention took the bait when i saw the hook for days and i thought i coulda changed threw it all away now i got a ball n chain assume its all okay everyday i contemplate on some solid ground, but aint calmin down not right now, shes gonna wanna walk away and im on a path fate says it is for me by lying is an indicy why cant i live blissfully i am trippin see when im with you you're slipping from the grip of me from all my issues all the misuse of lessons that i been through from i miss you to stressin if i get you having you to losing you from battling and using you to wanting you from losing you from having you from stupid moves having you to losing you cause that wasn't truly true now i have you again, but what a dude to do? and im a move or to from finally ending this but then i think of how she helped me strive through the negatives

I think about her everyday but i feel ignored i talk to her everyday but i feel ignored the ceilings soared past where i can feel reward wish i wielded more a knight without a shield and sword its the realest force told myself i'd change it all its not right how i always seem to make it wrong on some major tom crashed it all to pay the cost i am trying to fix what is past the point of breaking off lost parts launched heart farr out the ballpark alls lost sob not, listen theres a small spark but i gotta ignited and be delighted but im frightened by the sight of it this what you call talk what am i saying man i couldnt see it differently i must be kidding me it shouldnt be an issue beats the licing shit from me some how i still forget to breathe but when she hints to leave im just gonna get the keys Lana gives a please? seems like i have flipped the plead shes always right though its probably why i grit my teeth but i aint a gangster, though we do share bigger dreams still i couldnt see it differently from what it is to me blissfully me and lana sitting in the kissing tree symphonies of pretty things envisioned in my imagary it would be the biggest leap, make magicians lift to feet told her the truth, shes thinking about living free i guess its too much love for me to love her right i guess im too obsessed i guess the problems really me i didn't do enough, of what she comes to like i stretch a stupid mess and stress til all the realness leaves fuck this im done been trustin your under the rug shit for too long, to still be chasing nothing i need someone whos really understanding me so i say Lana please, i think we cannot be its was a fantasy, that would only damage me so i said Lana please, i think we cannot be Its just a fantasy all it does is damage me biggest mistake of my life, a second chance a dream thrown away, now we really cannot be i lie to myself, now we really cannot be i try and talk to her but we really cannot be cause she doesnt talk to me, now ive reached insanity

I can't not remember these things that are memories every piece adds to my recipe of a legacy even though i left her she did all the real leaving in the centrepiece still i ask myself, if its meant to be and deep down, i hope that eventually ill be fine, one day then be free but lana always gets an extra lead ahead of me and it gets to me deeper than you know like an enemy leaving all the lows but when i look at the past i see the positives when i was shook and irrationally lost within shits confusing, need a new labotomist this empty spot within has gotten big but i cant let it take me to the bottom with i gotta look up, reach for the oxygen here i am, trying to retract the bad sounding soft as a matress pad my life isnt made to attract a mass i just wanna smile, and have a laugh believe that, even though it sounds like a joke i guess thats how it'll go i guess i cant be so proud i suppose if i can't learn how to be down with the woes yeah, and it sounds good to go but the real problem is that im drowning in hope round as a hole, found in the soul the sourest outcome accounts for my goals and i dont know, am i negative or positive pessimist or optimist, i am where the problem is so i need to juggle it before i double it cause i've had enough of it so i accept my vacant cell, and don't stress the face that fell i learned how to embrace myself this act i knew she wouldnt take it well i said its nice and its good to pretend but its not enough so we couldnt be friends I wish i could help with all the confusion but til you make a move its all an illusion not the best of things, but she respected it got to entering defeated sentences an ultimatum Id risk in the purpose just for her to give me the verdict so if it all falls, i wont go fast i will walk on, on my own path revamp is free no more Lana please but i'll keep stepping where i can be seen